What do you do?

How do you reach out to a person whom you have not spoken with for years?

When you last spoke, none of you said good byes, yet neither took the first step to restart the conversation?

When you have tons of things to share and ask and get mad at, but are unable to get past the walls of prolonged periods of unexplained silence?

When you are not even sure if the other person will ever respond or not?

When you don’t want this conversation to be through phone or emails or chat but face to face because you want to see the clouds of emotions on that person's face?

when you know that the stars will never ever again align to put you two in the same space at the same time?

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You just let it out on a piece of paper, for hours !!

and then rip that apart into thousand pieces after a few days, after re-reading that conversation just to yourself thousand and one more times !!